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by deM atlaS

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1.
Disillusion 02:21
Fuck everything up Said fuck ya club up You only live once So nigga pass the blunt We do wat we want We don't give no fucks My faith is cut up I'm shit outta luck I’ll smash my own head I’ll die by own sword It's all i can afford We kick-in the door Say fuck your night church And fuck your damn scene My dreams are more real More real than they seem I carry myself Above everything else I don't need your help I’ll do it my damn self But what the hell do I know Drinkin rum with a wino Hateful and I'm spiteful I ain't dealing with trifle Villain I make a milli I kill you then leave the building And set it on fire and shoot whoever alive I don't give no fuck I'm fuckin' things up Ya only live once so nigga pass the blunt So fuck everything up Said fuck your judgement and fuck your government Get off of my dick I'm on some other shit I'm off the mothership Nah you couldn't relate You fucking hypocrites I see they jaundice eyes I see thru all the lies I see all of you monsters You wear a cheap disguise I search for peace of mind I never seem to find I seen all my demons I seen my own demise You'll never see me scared You'll never see me scared You'll never see me scared You'll never see me scared
2.
Get Out 03:09
Who knows how long that I been a slave I'd like to see who's in charge Who knows how long that I been a slave I'd like to see who's in charge They wanna find me Dead and under the ground They wanna hang me when no one else is around They wanna bury me Deep in misery They tried to fuck me over When I was asleep Oh no Run Oh no Run Oh no Run Oh no Run Where do we go now Everyone here is already dead I wanna slow down But it'll catch me when I least suspect Where do we go now Rising down I don't see the future and I can't see the past Whatever's chasing me is gonna kill my ass You throwing stones inside of a glass house Crazy everyone's a victim wake me up from this fucking bad dream I didn't mean to hurt nobody's feelings I ain't what they accuse me of You persecute me then you laugh and judge To all of y'all who alive and well Just to see you smile and go fuck yourselves Oh no Run Oh no Run Oh no Run Oh no Run Get Out Get Out Get Out Get Out
3.
Wind is howling abandoned They left me stranded Knocking on heavens gates And no one answered Vivid hallucinations don't lose yourself to this world Study these hands that have me burnt My consciousness unfurled Losing faith in myself I'm a lonely desperado Found myself on the crossroads Deciding which way do I go Told all the time That you'll never amount to nothin So much pain in my heart That one day I just said fuck it I'm a runaway from here and I ain't never comin back im a ride into the storm With my jet engines painted black With this fake armageddon make the world in my image No i’m not in love bitch Who are you to judge Is it real or imagined Why did all this have to happen Paranoid evil eyes Saw the devil in disguise Rip me up tear me down Nah you never aint around Nah you never aint around Why you wanna see me drown Ghetto son gotta green eyed boy If he dies it's all he wrote If he rises or if he falls He don't believe in a hero Ghetto son gotta green eyed boy If he dies it's all he wrote If he rises or if he falls He don't believe in a hero Fuck me til i go to sleep Dolly Parton pardon me Nose bleeding in the sheets Artificial blood in me You’re the girl that cry wolf Silver daggers in his eyes With a lecherous tongue She the treacherous one Struggle with this mortal coil Plant my seeds in fertile soil I’m a reap what I sow I’m a get it how I know All the nights that i wasted Catching up to me And she running outta patience Yea the clocks melting Hell hounds on my trail Yea the cops is after me Got no sympathy for devils, niggas It’s a killing spree All the noise all the noise Lord I can’t escape the null Fill the void in my soul I don’t wanna be alone So i walk through the valley to the city Galilee Galileo Galileo why can’t you see The stars in the night Not really all that bright Never dance with the devil in the pale moonlight Ghetto son gotta green eyed boy If he dies it's all he wrote If he rises or if he falls He don't believe in a hero Ghetto son gotta green eyed boy If he dies it's all he wrote If he rises or if he falls He don't believe in a hero
4.
Chokin' on this American Spirit Smokin' on this American Spirit Chokin' on this American Spirit Bad things have found me I guess these Bad Days ain't ova I say Bad things have found me I guess these Bad Days ain't ova I been gone for awhile bet you thought I was dead Never that Resurrected as a hollow instead Everybody that I loved turned they back on me The devil run around speaking all them lies on me I trust God has a plan for me And if I'm going to hell save a place for me I have no regrets I don't dwell in the shame And I point my finger at someone to blame Snakes in the grass Slithering past my feet Face the consequences Of my past receipts But I'm doing fine In fact, I'm doing great Haters try to steal my shine but I'm an earthquake I been to places I had no business to be at We all languish in our sorrows see there's no need to react My cherie amour She don't love me no more Rest in peace I left some weed tucked in the flowers by the door Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova I say Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova I say Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova You can't walk in my shoes You can't feel my blues You can't step in my hue I think you got it confused Cast me Outta the garden throw me out to the wolves You see you wouldn't understand Unless it happened to you But I'm relentless I'm about my business I got the gift of goodbye While I leave you behind You see Nobody love you when you're down I'm looking for All my friends but there ain't none to be found So focus on your own damn house & on your own damn goals & own your own damn soul You spread your diseases while I offer the cure My heart is sometimes pure What's inside yours? Searchin', searching for Better days alone Searching searching for Better days O' Lord Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days Ain't Ova I say Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days Ain't Ova Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova I say Bad things have found me I guess 'em Bad Days ain't ova
5.
Retribution 03:06
Woke up Sunday morning With a smile on my face But when i looked into the mirror I saw everything I hate I’ve been lying to myself lord Forgive me for my mistakes Heard that preacher talking now And this is what he say Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re trying to hold on Trying to stay strong Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re losing control When you’re losing your soul Hold my baby’s hand today Holding on desperately Told her she done lost her mind Then she smiled wickedly I’d be lying If i said to you I was trying Drive me insane I’ll be on my way why you lying? Knock me down Don’t come around baby I be solo Why are we so low Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re trying to hold on Trying to stay strong Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re losing control When you’re losing your soul Well I feel like a soldier When I feel I’m falling down Dance on my body She got me so bent down I got my own mistakes There’s no escape Wanna runaway But there ain’t no place to stay Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re trying to hold on Trying to stay strong Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re losing control When you’re losing your soul Gonna lose what you give And you ain’t gotta lot But you’re trying to hold on Trying to stay strong Gonna lose what you give Say it say it say it say Say you will
6.
Keep Quiet 02:14
Ain't gonna tell you I changed I've changed Darkness you cant take my light Darkness you cant take my life My truth my love I fight Against things that’s unseen I fight against me I never say more than necessary Trickery devilry misery fuck the shit is so slippery Fuck all the here say and Fuck what the sheep say Fuck all the naysayers yea I know where they stay You fell asleep and I tried to wake you up I went away and returned from exodus You tried to make me keep quiet You tried to make me keep quiet But the Devil can’t fuck wit me No evil may triumph over me Keep the rumors to yourself Drowning I won't ask for help Keep the rumors to yourself Drowning I won't ask for help don’t need your validation fuck your congratulations & wild adulation its a new day and with that i gotta new faith walk around the city all you bitches two faced And I’m still doing lovely i still love me went thru hell & back Only God can judge me I ain’t goin quietly into the night without a fight This is my fight my right to live I said this is my fight my right to live My right to love My right to truth Who are you to judge Only god above No man may triumph over me I was Your sacrificial lamb Don’t give a damn Your castles made of sand You throwin stones Just to hide your hand Your witnessing The fall and the rise of man Keep the rumors to yourself Drowning I won't ask for help Keep the rumors to yourself Drowning I won't ask for help
7.
Salvation 03:44
I don't want this anymore Feel my skin begin to crawl Thinking suicidal thoughts This ain't working out Cut myself from everything and everyone that I know Where i go inside my head is no place you can follow Disassociate myself from everyone that I know Everyone that I know Everyone that I know Party in the city never ending til tomorrow Wake up feelin plastered, dispossessed and I'm so hollow Everyone around me they don't know the shit that i know Cuz my nightmares follow me wherever I go I don't really wanna save me We ain't really workin out no I don't really wanna say Say We can end the world this time We can end the world this time We can end the world Save Save Say we can end the world this time We can end the world this time We can end the world Save Save I don't want this anymore Feel my skin begin to crawl Thinking suicidal thoughts This ain't working out i dont need nobody special I am nobody special We ain't really workin out Why do we settle for lesser I keep the gun in my dresser I keep my knife on the table I keep a bible under my pillow when im fearful Lost in the grove Lost in the trees Lost in the world Thousand degrees Thoughts never cease Say How loud is it Lost in I don't really wanna save me We ain't really workin out no I don't really wanna say Say We can end the world this time We can end the world this time We can end the world Save Save Say we can end the world this time We can end the world this time We can end the world Save Save
8.
Depends On U 03:06
Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you Giving it all to you Lord Said I'm giving it all to you Yea I fell in love by the sycamore tree Pain hit me so hard that I fell on my knees I feel death all around me And when I fall I ain't got nobody to catch me I fell asleep at the wheel End it all you won't see me in the morning Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you I take the good with the bad and the ugly And they say, misery loves company Had to figure out how to heal my wounds Had to figure out how to live in truth I'm falling down when I get so weak I can feel all the shame and anxiety All the pressure and the blame Laying at my feet And nobody was around to see about me Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you Hey and it only depends It only depends On you On you, on you When I see the day is coming I'll be home again You always came and found me When I couldn't see I feel the day is coming I'll be home again You always were around me Blind, but now I see
9.
Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark Tryna escape the dark I wish I knew back then what I knew now Got everybody pissed off what'd I do now I was fucked up then and I am fucked now Gonna take the hit and turn the whole shit around Hell is paved with only good intentions Enter the room and I feel all the tension Don't hear a word nah I don't pay attention to all the bullshit and the superstition Come my way I need a friend Can't escape I need a friend Honest babe I need a friend Can't escape I need a friend I got so much hatred in my heart lord I gotta let that shit go before it corrupt my soul That shit hurt like you wouldn't believe Cats I thought were my friends turn they back on me Everybody talking down on me Quit playing Told my truth but you doubted me Fuck all the lies why nobody ever wanna hear me out Walk with me somewhere we can be cuz Nothing's ever what it seem Don't you know we fuck up sometimes Don't you know we fall down sometimes Don't you know we fucked up sometimes Don't you know we gotta die sometime The devil love to play outside The devil love to play outside The devil love to play outside The devil love to play outside

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released November 11, 2021

Written and performed by deM atlaS
Produced by JBroadway, STIX
Guitar played by Eric Carranza

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